Yeah, kinda feels like she lost her sense of who she was. She did YouTube vids with people doing cosplay and you could tell she was having fun. The solo stuff, some was good but you can easily tell she was nervous and not having fun. I think somewhere online she mentions her past and being sexually abused or assaulted. That shit takes a long time to recover from if at all. The fact she went forward with her stuff, takes a lot of guts